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have you noticed i ALWAYS take forever to update. [04 Aug 2004|07:05pm] yea johnny practiced with us today and lemme jsut say it was super duper sexy. i miss RC though. and i miss her.i got news that someone i knew named brian committed suicide. tragic and i relaly dont know how to react cuz its not like we were the best of friends or anyhting but ive played shows with him and i dont know. my condolences to anyone close to him and his family. i sincerely mean that too. \ i wonder if my boyish emotions will ever stop failing me. cuz honestly tho ppl say i shouldnt worry about it but i do. "is it going anywhere? am i being overbearing for something that might not happen?" and last question....am i worrying about this too much? answer: yes. gonna go to the mall now then to don carters and steph,damien and whoever else is with them will see me drunk because ,e and alcohol go like seahorses in buckets. lol. 9 X - x

Elephant. [12 Jun 2004|01:22pm] TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR... NOSE:: david ELBOW:: david TONGUE:: david CHIN:: davc iudf FEET:: deavciiud EYES CLOSED AND ONE FINGER:: dabor BACK OF YOUR HAND:: xdcszxxcviikfd PALM:: sdavcuys MOUTH:: daqvi WRIST::dacvcusz i saw "you got served" and let me jsut say it was ridiculous. i rented "elephant" on netflix so im reallly looking forward to that. supposed to be really good. im bored and i need someone to call me up RIGHT NOW and say "david lets go do..." get the point? and i miss my guitar cuz george still has it. how am i supposed to be writing songs for "the hate" lol if i dont got a guitar. oh and if anyone has a password for me id really like to change this ridiculous fucking name. "screamokid" i must get stereotyped so nasty when ppl read it. dont care tho if it bothers other ppl its jsut bothering me. well im going to take a shit so peace. 4 X - x

[16 May 2004|11:24am] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | nothing. ] so yea we started recording. its coming out really good. we actually do guitars and bass today. im excited and also really hungry. last night was boring as fuck. i could of gone to like 5000000000 different after prom parties and i jsdut stayed home because everyone else i was with was to gay to achieve a goal, to not be bored. talked to someone i hadnt talked to in a little. told her to call me back but in girl time that like 3 days from when u said it. :). xaviers lyrics for the new song are just scary good. who woulda thought when i first came up with the idea for hating monroe that the first time i met this black angry looking kid at johnnys house that hed be screaming his little heart out in our band. heh. funny how time flies and the relationships and u gain along the way and eventually lose. speaking of loss Rc (the other guitarist) is leaving for college in august. dont know how everythings going to work out after that. but this guy is someone that was in my first band ever. and ppl who know me know how many bands ive been in. and also know how many sucky ones ive gone through. he was there rtight next to me jamming on stage when we played all those shitty jams. thinking we were metal or w/e. lol. met him 9th grade year when i entered highs kool. weve been thourgh alot and i can sincerely say hes one of the best friends ive ever had. always been there for me. and now hes leaving for two years. im gonna miss him. oh yea i showed my portfoilio to the AP art teacher and shes already registered me for her class next year. which im excited for. so yay. listen to: the new carter beats the devil demo. its really good. the fire at will one also. its fun stuff to dance to even tho the recording is edgy. still good shit. The Tony Danza Tap Dance Extravaganza and also u should definetly listen to dax do this crazy ass sound with his hand. its nuts. OH AND JOHNNY PLAYING WITH MY CELL. lol. 1 X - x

ugh!! [08 Apr 2004|06:12pm] well i jsut got back fomr the hospital not to long ago. nasty shit is going on with me. i have some type of scalp disease or something called "folliculitis" or something. its nasty because jsut try to imagine every hair follicle coming out with puss. and wats even worse is that my birthday is on saturday. but ill be fine by then. especially with all the mdeication im taking. Im throwing a party at my dads hosue for my B-day so if anyone wants to come jsut call me up at 305-345-2614. DONT SHOW UP UNEXPECTED. CUZ EVEN THO I MIGHT LOVE YOU UR ASS WONT COME IN. SO CALL ME FOR DETAILS. its this saturday and yea itll be fun. were going to have a jam session in the studio with my band. OH YEA! the show that hating monroe (my band) played at went good. it was at gusses house and we had a good time. thx for letting us play. the other bands really sucked ass. except for hte last universalist of course. i cant remember if ruin played but if the ydid then they did good too. and thats jsut cuz theyre bass player is in our band and they play some kick ass tunes. EVeryone let me jsut say that i have this new thing for sresearching serial killers. idk wat it is but man they interest the hell out of me. DONT THINK IM CRAZY THO! its jsut ive been doing research on serial killers like: Ed Gein, John Wayne GAcy, the Iceman, ted Bundy, and so many others. im also having another weird obsession with researching past important political figures during WW2 like mussolini, stalin, and of course hitler. the japanese dont relaly interest me. ummm i love you all and u hsould clal me up and say hi. my new phone kicks ass too because its a nextel and ive always had metro PCs and now i feel cool. it looks like a phone that batman would have. i can totally imagine robin being like "HOLY JINGLE BERRIES BATMAN, can you hear me now?" oh yea and the doctor i had at the hospital said he had some good news and some bad news. the bad news was that im probably goign to die from this scalp infection but the good news was that he had saved alot of money on his car insurance by switching to geico. 6 X - x

[29 Mar 2004|06:59pm] well yeah i know i havent updated in sooo long but sorry alots been happening. im jsut updating relaly quick to let everyone of u sexy fucks know that i have a new cell number and if ud like to call me then go right ahead. its (305)345-2614 1 X - x

[12 Jan 2004|11:09pm] yea well i havent updated in awhile. oh and i made it to my skool play. IE's sucked since i did horribel on my stage design but w/e. ohhh and iwanna see how many friends will actually be kool and fill this thing out for me. 1. By what name do you know me? 2. For how long have we been friends? 3. What song reminds you of me? 4. What thought/ inside joke belongs to us? 5. What makes me unlike anyone you know? 6. What is my best quality? 7. What part of you do I bring out? 8. Where do you see me in ten years? 9. What's one thing about me you don't understand, and wish you did? 10. How do you think I'm going to die? 11. What colors/scents/pictures/sounds remind you of me? 12. What's your favorite memory of a time we shared? 13. Tell me, am I a good friend? 14. Do you find me attractive? 15. Would you date me? 16. Would you kiss me? 17. What's one thing you don't like about me? 18. Can you see us as friends twenty years from now? 19. What's my favorite band? 20. What would we do with a car full of gas and an entire day to ourselves? i got it from stacys journal and i thought itd be a pretty kool questionaire to read about myself andsee what u ppl would write. 8 X - x

yea man im trashed. [28 Dec 2003|01:31am] [ mood | emo ] [ music | brand new-seventy times 7 ] you are on of these kids who listens to screamo and grind. some of it is good, but some is just shit. a band can hit a chord and you think its a masterpiece. its garbage for th emost part. its a million mile an hour bull shit. stop flailing your hands at show's cause you look like a fucking idiot. what kind of asshole scene kid are you? brought to you by Quizilla well yea im kinda emo cuz this girl. she kisses me one second and the next shes shaking my hand saying goodbye. ouch. lol. well w/e man thats how it is with me. which sux but fuck it. 1 X - x

[24 Dec 2003|01:10pm] "watch me as i cut myself wide open on this stage. yes, i am paid to spill my guts. I won't see home till' spring. Oh i would kill for the atlantic, but i am paid to make girls panic while i sing." "We are [i am] entirely smooth. Yes, we admit to the truth, we are [i am] the best at what we do. ANd these are the words you wish you wrote down. This is the way you wish your voice sounds, handsome and smart. OOH, my tongue is the only muscle that works harder than my heart. And its all from watching Tv." "is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? i am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind" "The Fever! The Focus! the reason that i had to believe you weren't to hard to sell. DIe young and save yourself! The tickle! The taste of... it used to be the reason i breathed but now its choking me up. DIE YOUNG AND SAVE YOURSELF!" "He is the lamb, She is the slaughter. Shes moving way to fast and all he wanted was to hold her. Nothing that he tells her is having an effect. he whispers he loves her but she probably only looking for.." 3 X - x

well my lonely streak JUST might be over. [24 Dec 2003|01:00pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | brand new-guernica ] yeah i found this girl. "we met. we wooed. we exchanged our holy vows." naw not that serious but we kissed and we held each other. it was great. her name is christine. shes layed back and has a great smile. so im happy. lately all iv done is jsut chill with mike and smoke. i got the BRand new album and lemme jsut say it rocks my sox. me and christine and mike listened to that shit non stop. im obsessed. i ahvent been this into a band since like AFi and Coheed. ive always loved brand new but i never really just sat and listened to Deja Entendu and now that i have my heart is taken and for them only. ok yea it sounds gay but truly amazing album and musicianship. other than that ive just been bored at my house and doing nothing. well yeah im out. i dont wanna write anymore 4 X - x

heeey YAA!!! [16 Dec 2003|07:10pm] yo its me again. havent updated in awhile and for those who actually read this then sorry i guess. ummm the band is going like hella good and spirits are high in that department. like mikes singing is great (sounds alot like my chemical romance <3). Rauls has actually kept up with my playing and gabe is doing fantastico. as for marvin i love the kid but his stage presence sux major ass. he doesnt move a single bit when the rest of us are all jamming which will slowly kill the mood.. but anywayz. School is the absolute worst possible. i just keep getting introuble like big time. and its pissing me off how its not even a big deal and the school keeps sending me on suspension. very upsetting. no extremely upsetting since im actually trying to bring my grades up. In the girls department ....wat do u think? usually i have my regular 75 girls in wet white T-shirts all around me trying to touch me but now its gone to a regular 15, and thats if im lucky. but no seriously not one. i guess im bound to die a lonely wrinkled man who still uses viagara to masturbate. (yuck.) but why keep being emo... ::goes and sobs in a dark corner while writing poetry::. lol. i still think YOUR the one who got away. and i think only raul knows who im talking about. and umm dont think to hard on who it is cuz its prolly not who u think it is. id make a statement REALLY clear right now on who it isnt but i ahve more respect and i keep my secrets. i do miss you as a friend though. ummm...i dont know. i gues sim done updating. oh and SORRY TO RACHEL AND MELLISSA FOR THE LOSS IN THE FAMILY. my condolences. *spelling?* 7 X - x

i got this off someones LJ and thouight there answers sucked so ima put mine. [07 Dec 2003|12:05pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Point Your GUn ] [EMO] x.Do you enjoy depressing music? it depends wat mood im in. and i wouldnt necessarily say depressing id say ARTSY music. x.What makes you sigh? when i need a ciggerate and i dont have one. x.How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself? ummm i dont feel sorry for myself ever. too egotistical for me. yeah ive FELT sorry for myself be4 but last time was like a year adn a half ago. x.Who or what always brings you down? someone i like that knows it and because the situation theres nothing to do except smile and be happy for them. x.Do you wear glasses? naw not really. sometimes i will but rarely. x.What frightens you? ummm alot of things. most of them are just gay so i wont name any so w.e masculinity is seen from me doesnt decrease. x.Do you wear sweaters all the time? oh man i haev more sweaters than actual T-shirts which is sad since we live in Miami. x.What makes you tick? horrible service at a fast food place. man i start to go crazy at that shit. no patience wat so ever. x.How many times has your heart been broken? in every single god damned relationship ive been in my hearts been stepped on and spat on afterwards. x.What do you think of Dashboard Confessional? oh man all teh haters on dashboard should die cuz those punks wish they could write lyrics or music like chris carrabas. [PUNK] x.What or who pisses you off? thinking about NAFTA and how the FTAA is exactly like it and how everything is going to go to shit. x.Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? all of them. x.The Clash or The Ramones? neither. x.What do you think about Anarchy? FUCK ANARCHY. LONG LIVE ANARCHISM. THE ACTUAL AND TRUE PHILOSOPHY OF IT. AND FUCK YOURSELF IF U AHVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT. x.Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? i suppose. x.Are you in trouble all the time? idk. depends wat u mean by trouble. [GOTH] x.Do you want to die? i dont WANT to die but if i did i mean nothing i can bitch about later on. x.What do you think about graveyards? its a place that corpses are buried underground 6 ft. deep. most likely ur going to end up there so wats to think about it except try to stay away from it. and ppl who gothere to jsut go there are so stupid. they should all be lined up and shot in the head,. x.Do you write poetry often? umm i write songs. x.How much black clothing do you own? i ahev black t-shirts if that counts. x.What type of makeup do you wear? ummm i like mascara and eye shadow and a little bit of blush. hahaha. no bro i dont wear makeup x.Masochism or sadism? neither. how about normal lemme fuck you in your mouth type sex. x.How do you feel about the rest of the world? i think its a pretty thing when ur high. x.Do you cry often? not really. [METAL] x.How messy are you in general? my rooms a fucking hurricane. x.Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? no i just bang my head. x.What do you think of mullets? i wouldnt have one but man i give props to whoever has one. x.When did you start drinking alchohol? god i dont remember. x.Do you go to concerts often? yea and i play them often to BIATCH! x.What bands rock your pants off? any bands that would take my pants off. 5 X - x

IMA MISS YOU MAN! [01 Dec 2003|10:41pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Against Me! mix ] alright ppl if u havent already heard llama actually left for the job core shit. so to wish him the best everyone put up your quarts and wa a good "WAAAA!!!". everyhtings going pretty good on this side of the canoe. Been really busy lately with all the thespian and band and skool shit. getting quite sick of it really but hey i gotta graduate. i think i'll be the first of my parents or family to graduate highskool. i'll try even tho i despise the authority figures over there and am constantly getting SCSI because i cant seem to finda quick way to class. BEsides that part of the canoe, on the far left near the ore you'll find me still being single and macking it to like 6 different girls that i have really no interest for. lol.even though this girl Christina aka Star is pretty cute. nothing im relaly hung over but hey she definetly woould have no interest in me so it gives me a challenge. another comment of mine while were still on the dating spectrum is that a woman who always brought a challenge when it came to me wanting some action or trying to get with is the presidents wife. yup thats right, that would cause so much controversy that she definetly wouldnt be up for it so therefore it brings a challenge to try and get in her pants. oh and dont think that im being cocky and thinking that me get a girl is no challenge because fact is that me ever finding a girl is a challenge enough. im jsut talking in general so dont misconstrue *spelling?*. oh and just so i feel that im not writing all of htis for no reason itd be nice for a comment. they make me feel cool. even though i soooooo already kno that i am. lol. yea well beack to reality. laterz. P.S. just comment even if you leave a simple "Ya Basta!" on it. cuz then thatd be great. 4 X - x

i thought this questionaire would be really cool [25 Nov 2003|06:18pm] current clothes: mickey mouse shirt/ black pants/ and black adn white converse -current mood: umm im just normal right now. maybe a little bored. -current music: a couple chants i recorded while i was at the protest. good shit. -current taste: my saliva i guess? -current hair: its just down. im letting it grow so right now i look like a typical emo boy with shaggy hair. -current annoyance: slutty blonde girls that go to my school. -current smell: nothing really. -current thing: my new thing right now is the color pink.i find it so sexy for some reason. -current desktop picture: u guys probably wont know who this is but H.L Mencken. he was a philosopher and a true anarchist before -current refreshment: water. -current worry: school. ---Body--- -1. What do you most like about your body?: nothing really. i like my goatee. -2. And least?: my ankles. (i kno its weird) -3. How many fillings do you have?: none. but i once got a root canal. -4. Do you think you're good looking?: i think im an alright looking guy. not too ugly. -5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? ehh i dont know. -6. Do you look like any celebrities?: if my hari is right and my sideburns are long i can look like chris carrabas. but thats just complimenting myself. ----- 1. Do you have a weird nickname?: yea this girl frankie calls me "squishy". lol 2. Have you ever dyed your hair a different color?: yea blue and pink. 3. Do you have any piercing besides the ears?: nope. 5. Do you have any tattoos?: nope. 6. Do you own any clothing from prep stores such as Abercombie and Fitch, AE, Gap, etc?: no siree. 7. Do you shop at stores like Hot Topic?: nope. nice ppl inside tho. 8. Do you make your own clothes (bondage pants, etc): yea i make some of my pants and stuff. shirts and jackets i get at thrift shops. 9. Do you skateboard?: no i suck. 10. Do you own a pair of Converse?: yea two pairs actually. 12. Do you paint your nails black?: naw. 13. Do you own any article of clothing and/or accessories with spike and/or studs in them?: nope. but i used to hav ea studded belt which i stole from target. 14. Do you own any punk/ska/emo band t-shirts?: oh yeah..i have alot. most local out of state bands that i've seen at the alley and wanted to help out cuz they were good. 15. Do you own pop, rap, country, or musical cd?: yea i have an outkast Cd and a duncan shiek Cd. 16. Do you like any of those types of music?: i like musicals. 17. Do you like bands with the word "the" leading their names?: yea why not. 18. Do you like any bands/cds/songs with the f word in them?: yup. fuck gives the song a feel. 19. Do you like bands with numbers in their names (like 311, etc.)?: sure. i dont discriminate. 20. Do you play any instruments?: yea i play guitar, bass, and sucky drums. 22. If so, what is your role in the band?: guitar in Point Your gun and Bass for some side project thing im doing. 23. What is your band's name?: POint Your GuN 24. Do you know other people (like friends) who are in bands?: yeah tons. 26. Have you ever dated a punk rocker girl? yea me and avril go waaay back. 27. Who are some of your idols?: ummm REfused, G.G. ALlin, H.L Mencken, Bright Eyes, Russian revolutionists Bakunin and Krotopkin. 28. If you could be in any punk, ska, emo band, what band would you be in? i woulda been in the refused when they were together. 29. Say "oi" at random times?: oh hell yea. me and my friends make funny songs that say Oi! alot. 31. Like to say skankin?: yea its fun to pronounce. 32. Do you like to scare preps in your school?: ummm no. 33. Own a spike collar?: no. nor would i be caught dead with one. thats soooo last year. lol 34. If yes, if people call it a dog collar do you bark at them to scare them?: no and i wouldnt bark. i'd Meow. or quack. barking is way to over rated. 35. Do you say "punk rawk" instead of "punk rock"?: no i just say "scum fuck". 36. Do you write random drawings on notebooks/folders/test/etc. like Anarchy symbols, band names/symbols, etc?: naw i used to tho in freshman year. 37. Own a messenger bag?: yup. i got it from the royal carribean cruise my grandparents went on. 38. Think Blink 182 fans are posers?: no. why would they be? i actually will proudly say the new album is very innovative. and they did a song with robert smith from the cure which is just sexy. 39. A vegetarian?: yeah i try to be. 40. An Anarchist?: im a individualist and a socialist. and yes i do support anarchism. i know it wouldnt be possible in the near future and there is alot of stuff that contradicts itself like Libertarianism which is PRO CAPITALISM and helped water the early seeds of anarchy. but there is so much RIGht in it also. and thats what fore fathers Bakunin and Krotopkin would of wanted. I mean anarchy is very european now and early anarchy used to be russian but wat its fighting against and what right fellow black blocs and local anarchists do i think are great. 41. Into politics: yeah. 42. Popular in school?: im david. u gotta love me. 43. Friendly?: definetly. 44. Artistic: yea im a musician, thespian, and artist. 45. Waiting for this survey to end?:naw it was really cool. x

"like violence you have me forever and after" [13 Nov 2003|08:27pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | blink 182- violence ] WOW!!!! i havent updated in forever and ever and ever adn ever and ever. hehehe. well everythings going dandy. we just played the church and it was actually pretty fun. had some kids singing along and stuff. really kool. ummm i know its been a while since halloween but my halloween was also really good cuz i got to hang out and tighten my friendship with danny again. i've made a cool new friend and her name is frankie. well i dont know her real name but like taht wat everyone calls her for short. shes jsut radical and tubular and w/e else keanu reaves would say at this point. sorry its been awhile and stuff its just ive been held up in alot of stuff. so yea in the words of danny (not danny guell) "im out like woah, so peace, love, and souuuuul" 1 X - x

::yawn:: [29 Oct 2003|08:43am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | across five aprils-blue eyed suicide ] im sooo tired. im here in the library cuz some idiot of a teacher actually believed that my scribble on a crumpled up paper was actually a pass to chill in the library. anyways skool sucks and sodo chix except for this library aide in my school named Gretel. not the most beautiful name but she is defiently one of the most beautiful and intellectual woman i have ever seen i nmy life. i had a few convos with her at the art show my stil life got admitted to but nothing too long to of gotten to know her well. i hope i do tho she jsut seems like a soulmate type of girl. either way ill get big enough balls to talk to her one day. as for now ill just seem like some weirdo type stalker who jsut looks at her then smiles and then looks away. lol. *in other words pathetic* well P.Y.G jsut recorded this amazing new acoustic song with violin synths and stuff yesterday ad it came out bad ass. rauls vocal dubs came out great. all in all its my favorite song and the recording sound on it came out perfect. everything is going well i guess. oh yea and i made a site jsut for me. www.freewebs.com/pointyourgun 2 X - x

IM BACK!!!! [26 Oct 2003|10:18pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | brand new-the no seatbelt song ] alright guys sorry for not updating in a couple days but ive been having fun with my homies and chillen with fellow pimps and bitches. no but for real yea its been a good weekend. the onyl drama and it really wasnt drama it was jsut mourning and feeling so horrible and angry all at once since a friend of mine Djaffar got into some mess of a situation and hes now in the hospital. my love goes to him. i visited him and it was jsut too hard for me. he's getting better from wat his parents said. umm on a lighter note ive had fun. i chilled with very cool ppl like gabe,danny,clint,xander,mario, and anthony. it was a cool night of laughs and very well educated discussions like "ok now why dont you swing off of the rope naked." and on saturday like i said i wen tto the hospital to visit djaffar and after that me and mike and carlos chilled with a keg. lol. then today me and mike recorded this acoustic song that sounds awesome like it was produced with like synth violins and pianos taht were all done by mikes guitar and both of us playing acoustic. tommorrow raul is coming to the studio to do vocal tracks so we'll be realeasing a nbew version of the demo tahts been mixed better but also with this acoustic song. we;ll ppl im about to go chill and watch some TV! late. 1 X - x

YAY! [21 Oct 2003|12:54pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | mindless self indulgence- fagget ] so i tell gabriel that i think this girl STar is super hot and blah blah blah. she sjsut one of those chix to me that u can never have cuz theyre way to good looking for you. so gabriel goe sto his class and tells her a whole buncha stuff of what ive said about her and how awesome i think she is and that beautiful girl comes up to me after class and starts giving me hugs and kisses and shit. i was like "HELL YEAH!! i got a super hot chick touching me in public". well i wasnt that pathetic aobut it but still it was really kool. gabe rocks. (im talking about the drummer for my band gabe). well im in sign language class right now and im jsut chillin listening to music. well guys im out. my day has been made. "me and my star" -coheed and cambria 1 X - x

really quick. [19 Oct 2003|09:20pm] umm yea guys taht post i made about pats or w/e had nothing to do with sexual orientation in a disrespectful way cuz for christ sakes my mother is gay and so are half of my friends so ppl who will manipulate the truth jsut stop cuz im over it already. its been forgotten and ive let go of it. u ppl live ur lives i live mine no interferring. the entire world talks shit so like get over it. its not a big deal and if i am as meaningless and as useless as you say then dont worry about wat i have said. cuz at that moment in my life i really disliked all of you. at this moment i dont care. wats the point of living life in drama and starting meaningless shit for nothing? so umm yea jsut so u kno i dont care and i dont even kno why u ppl are still bringing it up if one of you ended up going to that party i had and gave me five. i didnt think anyhting of it. and oubviously im over everything and allthe bllshit if i let u come in and chill for a little. all im saying is that i was pissed at the moment and felt like saying shit now i look ack on it and dont care.neither should you i jsut dont want anymore drama. thats all. and how about we jsut dont mention each other anymore cuz its only going to end up in a fight and the result of that is just adding more hatred or w/e the emotion is in this situation and tahts jsut stupid. im over it. and so should u guys. 2 X - x

haahahahah [19 Oct 2003|12:24pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | anal cunt- fuck the backstreet boys ] well today in skool im eating pure pure shit and its been an ALRIGHT day so far. in the middle of class i put on anal cunt which is some really sickening scary noise type shit. everybody started freaking out. it was great. well now im going to go eat something and sell some candy. laterz! 1 X - x

[15 Oct 2003|10:51pm] all i kno is that this severe state of depression that i'm going through can't be healthy. i haven't felt this horrible about life and everything since i was dealing with insomnia at my fathers house. not to sound like the typical cliche whos always depressed and bitching aobut everything but the only thing thats going through my mind is "why? why do we all breathe? is there something i havent found yet thatll give me a reason or a good enough explantion to why we're all alive?". 1 X - x

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